Wednesday, December 5, 2012

It's All About My Mother!



This is my mother <3 
She has always been there for me no matter what, she always supports me no matter what my crazy mind comes up with. 
She is the strongest woman I know!
I look up to her so much, she always has such a firm hold on what she does and what she does not believe in. 
She is also the kindest woman I have known.
There are so many things about her that make her an amazing mother and person:
She is caring...
She is always there...
She is always listening to whatever I have to say...
She has an amazing personality...
She doesn't judge anyone...
She is honest...
She is trustworthy...
There is no other mother like her...
I am so thankful for my mother and I thank God for giving me such an amazing person!
She has been through so much in her life and I am just thankful that she managed to get through it. 
Her and I are so much alike that we sometimes finish each others sentences.
It is to the point where we do not even speak normally when we are talking to each other all we have to do is say a few different things and we know what the other person means but if anyone else were to hear how we talk they would be like...
What did you just say????
Don't get me wrong not everything is all peaches and cream sometimes we do have our moments where we want to just bash each others heads but even then we care for each other, our fights are more like learning things and getting stuff out that we normally don't.
My mother and I keep so much stuff bottled up inside that we take it out on each other sometimes and while that can be taxing on the both of us after its all over and our heads are clear and we have spoken our peace we move on and try not to revisit it again. 
Well that is all I am going to say for now even though I could say so much more. 
The main point is that I love my mother very much and am so thankful for her.
So I will end this with a *Smile* and a shy *Wave*.
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~Amber Nicole

It's All About Me!



Yep, that is me. If you cannot already tell I love to take pictures. 
I like to capture things the way I see them and sometimes I see things differently than others may see them.
In this picture I like how I look surprised and I also love the glare from the light in the back ground and that the camera is more in focus than I am. 
I am twenty one and will be twenty two on June 28th 2013.
I currently live with my mother who is by far a great inspiring woman but I will talk about her later. 
I like to write fiction and am currently trying to edit and publish my first ever novel called "Ravens Peak" so I am excited about that.
I am a very shy person so I have very few friends that I am close with.
I LOVE to cook and try different things even though I am a picky eater.
(I know that sounds so weird but that is who I am *weird*).
I like to look different from other people so I do my hair differently and my makeup (when I wear it) differently as well or at least I try to.
I am currently unemployed but I am trying to find a job so yeah. 
I am not the best with words when it comes to talking to people, hence why I am shy, so if you look for me I will most likely just be standing there awkwardly if I am in a crowded place. 
I do not like being center of attention and I think that would surprise some people but I do not like the spot light on me. 
Ironically I do like theater, I love to act! 
Acting is something I feel like I am good at, I like the fact that I can get on stage and be someone else.
The fact that everything I need to do and say is on a script helps a lot, I wish sometimes that life was life that. 
In fact I would take some white out to my life script and mark out my shyness and the fact that I have very few friends and put that I was more outgoing than shy and put that I have lots of friends to turn to whenever I felt alone or depressed.
I could type all day but then I think that would put whomever reads this to sleep so I think I will end this with a little *Smile* and a shy *Wave*
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~Amber Nicole